Funny for Some, Terrifying for Others: The Ready-Made Worldview

Cassandra Pybus, Raven Road. St Lucia, Qld: University of Queensland Press, 2001.

Reviewed by Janine Little.

Stories about women embarking on long journeys in pursuit of some kind of realisation are matter familiar to feminist critiques of culture. Those stories, however, travel on paths that can be shown to be formed in worlds as far apart as some contemporary feminist concerns are from any beneficial intervention into lives still lived in wretched conditions. Specifying the path of the woman, and the story (since they are not always the same), flags my intention to make this commentary itself an approach to worldview. Reading historian Cassandra Pybus's Raven Road: A Frank and Funny Tale of Adventure and Discovery in Subarctic Wilderness enables that approach also to include some observation of the practice of mistaking confession of a worldview for left historical revision.

In Australia, my reading of Raven Road coincided roughly with the release of the film version of a book by Aboriginal writer Doris Pilkington/Nugi Garimara about the abuse perpetrated on Aboriginal people by white 'protectors', in a time not that long ago. Rabbit-Proof Fence was a timely reminder of the importance of women's autobiography in history. It tells the extraordinary tale of a 1500km walk by three young Aboriginal girls who escaped from their white captors at Western Australia's Moore River Settlement, determined to go home. The true story worked, as much writing by Aboriginal women does, in representation of survival of an oppressed people and culture but, until Pilkington wrote about it, the trek to freedom remained hidden behind established notions of Aboriginal women's identity – again a repetitive aspect of dominant Australian historical narrative. By working with the reality that life is in the main terrifying for women dispossessed, oppressed, and disenfranchised by class, Rabbit-Proof Fence revises a history that has otherwise relied upon assimilation. Connections between then and now made through autobiography can register on these significant political scales, depending on the writer that makes the journey.

Yearning for connection sent Pybus into the subarctic Canadian wilderness to find a story she could shape around a migrant woman who had walked from 1927 New York City, all the way home to Russia. Pybus is determined to set the record straight in Raven Road about Lillian Alling's trek of desperation through a dangerous, icy landscape. Unlike Doris Pilkington in Rabbit-Proof Fence, however, Pybus embarks without personal experience of the 'true story' and, thus, with a sense of marvel at the woman alone adventure, instead of the need to enter historical narrative that makes Aboriginal women's writing so politically compelling.

Pybus's tale of 'adventure and discovery' instead turns into a personal quest for self-realisation, a buttressing of the class and culture-privileged figure in front of which other women, cultures and landscapes are propped as mirrors. That is not the result anticipated by the intriguing and inspired character drawing of the opening chapters. From these comes expectation of a sustained engagement with Lillian's experience as a migrant woman who rejected the grim clothing sweatshop existence she found as the reality of her American opportunity. With this story would have come a multitude of female others, obscured by the fortunate lifestyle makeover narrative that underscores masculinised ideological constructions of migrant experience in America. They are promised by Pybus in her detailing of how women migrants were 'processed' at Ellis Island, and thus established as essentially other to the American dream, as they were stripped down and probed for deficiencies in language, body, and mind. Such would have been Lillian's entry point into the country, as it was into Pybus's story. In both settings, Lillian stood as representative of thousands who looked over their shoulders back to home when they no longer recognized themselves in the culture that dominated them. It struck a chord with me, living in Australia, watching Rabbit-Proof Fence, recalling writers like Nugi Garimara, Labumore, Glenyse Ward, and Monica Clare, and wondering where Pybus might have taken her trip if she had had a bit more empathy, and a lot less sympathy. An impossible demand perhaps, given that the bourgeois woman engaging in confessional narrative to affirm a ready-made worldview travels an altogether separate path.

Even as I yearned for Raven Road to go much further with the connective histories of women displaced from their homelands, and make Lillian and Pybus both representations of the recuperative power of storytelling, I also acknowledged the vast differences that assured their inevitable estrangement. There was no way, according to sources cited by Pybus, that Lillian could have got across the Yukon on foot, let alone over the Baring Strait to Siberia. Yet the doubt, 'or could she?' that drives Pybus's writing is somewhat subsumed within the more immediate frictions played out by Pybus with her (former) friend and driver, Gerry. Lillian tends to slip out of the historical centre yet again, just as Gerry eventually ends up driving off and leaving Pybus to the more accommodating company of proper strangers. Through the bulk of the text that precedes this parting, however, Pybus points out the contrasts between her worldview and that of Gerry, where the non-academic traveler is constructed as unsophisticated, bulimic, and self-deprecating. Somehow Lillian's presence emerges out of this projection to emphasise the differences between a journey undertaken in desperation and terror, and one made as a romantic quest for self-affirmation where class and home advantage ensure a perpetual safety net.

When it does not profess to be revising history, or recuperating the story of a woman who was clearly from an entirely different world, this confessional mode of storytelling is, as Pybus says, 'frank and funny.' Appropriating into such narrative the stories of women who risk their health, their safety, and their lives because they hope for a better future seems from a left political standpoint, rather sad. Pybus undertook her adventure in subarctic wilderness with the aid of a large research grant, a Nissan Pathfinder chauffeured by Gerry, a selection of gourmet food items, some earnest librarians in Tasmania, New York and Vancouver, and a doting husband hanging by the telephone back home in Tasmania (The irony of the presence of these props emerges clearly but, it seems, unprompted by the narration.) Pybus charted a course through Canada to Alaska in pursuit of 'the truth' about Lillian. The resulting Raven Road is a series of journal entries turned chapters that are sometimes reflective of the process of working as a historian with a factually flawed archive on a historical figure with comparatively low cultural exchange value. It is more often, however, an account of the baggage (intellectual, personal) that goes with anyone into a research project, and how the subjectivity of the other emerges laden with that baggage.

Lillian, for instance, was a Polish Jew branded lunatic by the telegraph line workers, police and reporters who ran across her as she walked across the Yukon and, later, by Pybus who remarks:
The more I try, the less success I have in finding a credible explanation as to why Lillian should seek to return to Russia. But as I say, the woman was clearly unhinged. (184)
On the plane home to Tasmania, however, Pybus suspends this earlier concurrence with the official (male) line, after reading a report from a Canadian Mounted Police officer and deciding that 'it points very strongly to Lillian having taken up with a man in Dawson City':
That's it! An explanation to account for the lack of information about her whereabouts over the winter in 1928-29.
In the remote subarctic, a woman on her own was a subject of intense interest and scrutiny, but a woman with a man was not. To all intents and purposes she was rendered invisible. (224)
Oh, is that it? The big white out – that erasure incurred in the patriarchally interested colonial setting; what black women writers and critics have long called 'invisibility blues', that experience of being flattened out and slotted into a narrow historical niche where you become a mere accessory in someone else's overarching, ready-made ideologically affirming project.

For Lillian, as it turns out, that experience came out of the project of 'settling' the North American wilderness that put an abrupt end to her record in history. The romantic ending to Raven Road, where Pybus hugs her husband at the airport and declares that 'nothing else matters'(226), indicates her need to imagine Lillian in a similar circumstance that compensates, apparently, for the abandonment of the journey home and of the struggle for self-determination. It is a need, or luxury, wholly available to the bourgeois woman who plays out the same resolution earlier, when the parting of company between Pybus and Gerry is recalled. This is where Pybus gets to hear Gerry admitting to the sense of lack and ultimate inferiority as a woman she perceives for herself through the authoritative and fuller figure cut by Pybus:
'Tell me, Geraldine, is that what you are looking for - a man to marry? Is that why you came up here?'
She turns to me, her face contorted. 'It's all very well for you.' Tears spill down her cheeks. 'You are so smug, so sure of your life. Loving husband. Brilliant career. You have everything you ever wanted!'
I stroke her arm to calm her down but she shakes me off.
'Everywhere we go you know what you want. Everyone we meet you presume will be interested in your project. And they are. They don't give a toss about me. Why should anyone be interested in me? (147-48)
While Pybus calls, at this point, time of death of the friendship, it marks a culmination of the more significant wrestle with identity portrayed in Raven Road through recurring reflections on food and eating, ageing womanhood, and the familiar binary of nature and culture. The conflict is foreshadowed early in the book, when it is made clear that Gerry and Pybus hold contrasting views of their trip, as well as of each other:
'We are on a kind of feminist adventure. A cross between Thelma and Louise and the Two Fat Ladies.'…
'I'd say it was closer to The Odd Couple,' Gerry murmurs.
She has jokingly mentioned this movie a couple of times since we left Vancouver. She seems to identify me with the Jack Lemmon character.
I do wish my sinuses weren't going berserk. (56)
The occasions in the book where Gerry could be infuriated enough to drive the Nissan Pathfinder off a cliff, or where Pybus describes her various culinary triumphs (and laments Gerry's jibes about her being keen on her tucker) could justify Pybus's initial view of the trip. Escalating anxiety around the relationship, however, meant that I was relieved, from a feminist perspective, to get to the part where Pybus went solo.

That is when the food and eating theme broadened into an account of the quest for 'self realization' through the wilderness experience which, in the predominantly masculine history of such examples, frequently resulted in death through starvation. Alone in the subarctic wilderness, Pybus spends much time writing about starvation and its use as an apparent path to self-realisation. It is within this material that a recollection of the working class writer Jack London's time in the Yukon is included, since he himself almost perished in his retreat cabin. London's experience was not so much a quest for self-realisation as a case of bad timing in the face of an especially fierce blizzard (but Pybus seems to prefer the romantic account). His experience is compared with that of the unlikely cult figure, Chris McCandless, whose book Into The Wild tells of his bid to find spiritual awakening by walking off alone into the Denali National Park. The site where McCandless starved to death became, as Pybus observes, a destination for pilgrimages by young backpackers from around the world. Overall, the effect of the inclusion of this self-realisation through starvation content is to widen the divide illustrated in Raven Road between those who can afford the luxury of choice in self-reflection, and those who move across the world in search of a better place to live. Starvation and abuse, by choice or by threat, become in the former story a matter of worldview, while remaining in the latter a condition of history.

Specifying and watching how confessional acts of self-realisation are mistaken for left revisions of history may appear to be a small act of agency in a place like Australia, where a film about children escaping from a concentration camp in the desert resonates too loudly in contemporary racist foreign and immigration policy. Placing Raven Road into such a context may, similarly, seem too much of an expectation for a book about an Australian woman travelling through the subarctic wilderness. It was only ever supposed to be an adventure, after all.

Janine Little has a PhD in the area of race, literature and culture; she had returned to her earlier profession of journalist but is now training to be a barrister.




 

An interview with her including some discussion of the 1996 novel, Follow the Rabbit-Proof Fence, can be found in Hecate 28.1 (2002). The film, scripted by Christine Olsen and directed by Phil Noyce, expands upon Pilkington's original story of her mother and two aunts, including additional historically accurate scenes and events. See Christopher Hawkes in Arena Magazine 59 (June-July 2002) for one useful discussion of the film.